There must be something wrong with me. Marlowe and his family hate me. Alexis hates me. Probably Pete hates me, but I wouldn´t know. What is it that makes all my exes end up hating me? And above all, why the hell do I care?!!!! I´m so sick of this whole game, I just want to find the right person, the right job, the right place, and get my life sorted out. I want to be completely and utterly and sickeningly happy, because I can´t remember the last time I was. And I want it to be forever this time. I don´t mean a continual state of utter happiness, I know that´s not possible because people die and bad things happen, but I want to be as happy as a person can possibly be with his life. And I want it to last.